Friday, May 6, 2011

okay this once...

This once I will admit that the way I'm living is very hard.

I second guess my value and seek solace where there is none. Yes... I'm all those things I fear. And - what I most want is to love, be loved, and operate from a loving heart. That's still true. It's even more real than it has been. But never enough, it seems. And I'm tired of feeling worthy of contempt.

This is a day for releasing and exercises of all stripes.