Question from the list: "Why do I like {cupcakes} more than I like {people}?" Chosen mostly for being different from some of the others I've used, but it has implications - eating the old style, hiding out, resisting... you name it.
Actually - I don't like __ more than I like having a life, being loved, having adventures. It's more that I am afraid that I don't deserve it, that if I'm just punished enough I'll be good enough to be okay.
Convoluted. No wonder we're looking at precancer.
Actually - I don't like __ more than I like having a life, being loved, having adventures. It's more that I am afraid that I don't deserve it, that if I'm just punished enough I'll be good enough to be okay.
Convoluted. No wonder we're looking at precancer.
Perhaps I'll add in "Am I doing what makes me happy?" again, too. That can be hard. Right now... this blog helps, but I'm not feeling happy.
Lots to do. Think I'll take my camera with me today. Also... that yoga exercise for body sensations/emotions would be good. And I haven't listened to my Sedona tapes for a day or two. I'll start one right now. Reminder - bad news and comments are poison to the well... I can see I'm back in that pattern again. So... stop reading them. Read a book. Get out!
Lots to do. Think I'll take my camera with me today. Also... that yoga exercise for body sensations/emotions would be good. And I haven't listened to my Sedona tapes for a day or two. I'll start one right now. Reminder - bad news and comments are poison to the well... I can see I'm back in that pattern again. So... stop reading them. Read a book. Get out!
