When you start exercising, sometimes things are sore. I find exercising being different in my relationship to the world and health and people a lot like that.
Either/or is very hard to hold in my mind right now. Still it's the unexercised way of being and to be expected that it's challenging.
Since no one is following this blog I guess I can admit how unlovable my behaviors have been. But that's not the current moment, that doesn't have to live here now.
I am so lucky in the folks who have stuck by me, or who have waited for me to get my head out of the sand.
Enjoying the bike and greenhouse at last, plotting giving. Now I don't remember if I've put my "giving practice" page on here, so I will - www.29gifts.org.