Wednesday, September 14, 2011

30/20

30 years of things I wanna do

Ride horses again
Get 5-10 acres
Solar water
B
Dancing again
Play guitar again
Write poems
Lose wt to feel better
Feel well
Adventures
Travel a little
Love
Be lovable
Peace
Sing
Poems
Rocks
Camp
Work
Volunteer
Be happy w/ what is
Hawaii
Be involved
Barter
art

20 questions
What questions should I be asking myself
Why am I in this place?
What is my body telling me?
Is this what I want to be doing
it’s not enough?
Drop and add something every day?
today – drop resistance add play
Why worry
It’s a silly habit
What’s so funny?
It’s all funny
Why do I like cupcakes more than I like ___
Being alone is less scary
Where am I wrong?
Assumptions aboaut others
What potential long term memories am I bartering and is the profit worth the price?
How do I want the world to be different because I was here?
Someone felt valued and free
Greatest shame fear?
I am not lovable
How do I want to be different because I lived in this world
At pleace
What do I love to practice?
Creative stuff
Are __ better people?
Nope.
Where could I work less and achieve more?
People
Where should I break the rules?
relationships
Now what? Tell a more positive and grateful story?
I done good. Now go share
Is this what I want to be doing? – changes coming